ranting ranting.


everything happens for a reason huh?
yeah.

then.. what the fuck was THAT for?

you thought keeping it away wouldnt hurt me.
it hurt me more.

echos.
my life is filled with echos. .
i speak to an empty room. . no one hears,
all my voices comeback to me eventually. although i keep repeating like echos.

FUCKYOU.FUCKYOUYOU LIED.YOU LIED

whats the point, if always, i roam around friends. jumping from friends, to friends. i never ever settle down like others before. can't i? its like. isit that difficult for me? or, is it that, i am not good enough to actually have a best friend?



i've really been thinking. for so many many many years, i have always been keeping things into myself. or at least now i can spill how i feel in facebook. but that doesnt meant that actually anyone cares.

all the ppl around me have their own whole to live,why. . why cant just ONE. one. try or at least put the effort to join my world. or i join his/hers.

i'm so sick and tired..
tired. .

i dunwanna have lots of friends if this was the senario.
no point. no point.
although its fun.
yeah definitely, fun when we're together, but the torture starts when everybody goes home. .

all i know is. .
i don't like it when i don't see a single notification on my phone when i look at it.
and apparently, that is how things really are.
its like.. .

i'm all alone.
i have friends.
lots of them.

but a best friend?
never. . . .
never. . . ..

do people actually care for me?
no. .
no particular person will ask how am i.

unless i post some depress post on fb.
its like.. .
i feel like i am asking for attention, so i don't really put up such things anymore.


yeah. . i'm mostly alone. .
when the night comes. . nobody will actually message me.

or maybe its just me.
coz, partially my night is like.. 12-3am.

so i think its kinda my fault. but, u catch my drift. and
all i can say is, i really like this blog,as, i definitely will have only
maybe, about 3 people reading this post.

wow.
i'm so touched.
yep, as u all can see.
i dun ask ppl to tag my blog, as in, so what if they tag?

wow so you're famous~~~
*inputs sarcacism* <--- or however u spell it.

anyways, i can rant like this forever.but at least. from national day onwards,
i learnt something very valuable.

slogan:

i payed attention to u,
i thought about everything.
i made sure that i didnt make mistakes.
i listened to you scoldings.
i sacrifice for you,
i went against my family for you.
i cried for you.
i took all your bullshit.
and in the end, I AM NOTHING TO YOU.

thanks.

you are really one cold blooded monster.
ok. i think my rant shall stop here.
before my blog scares everybody away.

haiiyo, i'm actually venting anger on the blog. sorry ah blog.
but in anycase, you had read what i have written on above, i thank you very much, and definitely you care about me, or. . maybe u just too kpo . LOLS!

fion : sorry sorry sorry once again.

chao out side~

AND AWESOME DAYS ALWAYS END! :P oh well. i had fun :D

some ppl using my name to tag!! :( okok now i only reply tag in post. :D pris. REALLY WHAT. EVERYDAY SUCK LO! . no lahs. THIS FEW DAYS WAS AWESOME! :D :D :D

this week suck. i dunlike life.




just reminising. .




so small stuff, so much memories..
i dun wan to end it. .

TODAY, SUCKED, TO THE MAXIMUM CORE.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. z. z.
i hate today!!

firstly, coz i didnt do anything at shelter,
2. moi mum sorta disowned me.
3. rachel dun let me on van so i had to take 1.5 hr TRAIN RIDE.


KUKU RACHEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


then i went to boss for instruction, gonna start work on monday. FIGHTING!
HEHEx

then,...

moi cousin is in moi house now.
and his name ish salavation
aiya salmon lah
LOLS. ok his num is brandon. salvatore.

now he chasing me off the com seat. so i got to zhao liao
tata

:D