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Sunday, June 14, 2009

okies. finally my blog is done.

finally. FINALLY MAN. this skin rocks.
and btw, if u read the poem on the welcome page.
it was'nt written by me, its just that i am too lazy to take it off,
later i screw something up.
okies. moving on.

i feel sad,
honestly.
i'm with the PHOONS. but why WHY.

i don't know how i feel,
i am messing up almost everything although i always thought that things would work out,
but i guess, its my thought that kills me after all.

and , i can't stop you for doing what ever you wanna do, so i guess,
the best thing i could do is to back out.
thus, the ring is in your laptop bag.
(and please, if you know this post is not for you, dont be a moron and go and check your laptop bag then be angry with me)
anyway. i've decided to give up on some stuffs.
personal stuffs, don't worry .
i'm not gonna give up on life. or being a drummajor.

just that, i don't feel at ease now a days.
( if you think this post is wasting your time, you can leave, coz i'm gonna continue to talk crap)
but yeah.

i have no sense of belonging now.
its..
okies. the weather is really very sour nowadays, as in,
i have been eating loads and loads of sour grapes you know!?

i'm just a jealous child . i'll admit it.
but there's nothing i can do about it.

so what if he can give you 70m?
so what?
you don't even need that much for christ sake! (sorry god)

but seriously .
i really can't pei you,
but he can,
so. i can only eat sour grapes.
ah well, at least it gives vitamin C

which i have no idea what functions it has.

i'm gonna rant all my troubles in this post.
oh yeah. and the following is for sally.

erm. okies. i'm sorry for stressing you out.
but, i don't really know why you demand an explaination on why i never pick up your call,
firstly, i'm not ur boyfriend, and secondly, i'm ugly.
so.. please don't scold my when i don't pick up your calls can?
its like, damn no link.

and i really miss a special type of pillow.

haiiyo!

rant rant rant. woots.
maple is also stressing me out urgh! its like,
i don't know why but,
i can't find out the reason.

and , i'm to unstable to have a stable relationship.
i'm not a flirt ( dam no link )
and yeah, i miss the phoons. haiish.

so. i'm pretty off topic already, so. i'm gonna go and scarlion in maple ler.
visit my guildblog for tracking me down in maple.

www.tomodachi-family.blogspot.com

signing off!
byes.

9:36 AM